I have been so restless lately. Restless to the point where I can barely breathe. What is sitting on my chest that makes it impossible to catch my breath???
Almost 5 years ago, I began a new life in which my second chance would allow me to go on this ever so amazing journey where the unknown was okay. I embrace every day and savor it as a gift. My journey is taking me in several different directions and without a map…I have no idea where I am going. The only thing I know is that I am on this radtastical adventure and I am actually scared for once. Where did this fear come from, where is my map???
I have hit a roadblock and even though I want to embrace the unknown and continue to embark on this soulful journey, I am not sure I am ready. Where am I going, what am I doing, and again…where is my map??? I cannot breathe…
The time has arrived in which I must push past the dead end and create a detour without a map. I can no longer be afraid of the feelings inside of me and pretend they do not exit.
Love gives me the ability to catch my breath, admitting that I have fallen will help me rest and everything else I need for my journey to awaken my heart lies within me and only me…
(excerpt from a story: Heavy Heart, Soulful Journey by Victoria Anne Josephine)
